I try to understand myself … but still … i analyse the others … a lot.
And … you know why?!
… cause is much easier to judge them … than to judge myself.
But … i still analyse myself … also.
The passing of time … gave me more clarity.
Somehow … all became obvious to me.
I’ve understood that my thoughts, my desires, my emotions, my imagination … played with myself … dominating my behaviour on the stage of life.
So … i’ve connected to people … imagining that …
Or … that …
And … that ….
Later … I’ve understood it’s all a mistake.
Maybe … even a huge one.
So … I’ve automatically disconnected …. not even realising why.
Reading about … the unconscious mind … i’ve started to understand that all was controlled from there.
I was collecting lots of informations … about the world i was living in … and about all those people around myself.
And ….
Well … all happened … as a reaction… related with the statistical datas … collected into my unconscious.
I continued … connecting.
But … also disconnecting.
I’ve done that on and on and on.
Connecting.
Disconnecting.
But … not realising why.
I was not understanding … anything.
All being … a nonsense.
Or … maybe just looks as a … nonsense.
Even … if i’ve tried to meditate …. all was really useless.
I was nonstop connecting and disconnecting … without any logical reasons.
…. even if i thought i am conscious of my existence.
But … maybe all was … illusory….
So … the unconscious continue to dominate my life.
… and my whole existence … making me waste my whole life.
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